I was on a run around the Silver Lake Reservoir. I was so shaken by a realization that I had to stop. I realized in that moment that I was male enough. That even if I went on hormones I would still be me which means it's ME that is male not the hormones. I saw the future because I realized I was already living it.
The best resources have been friends undeniably. Next to that the LGBT center and fellow trans-masculine filmmakers.